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In the Quiet of a Moment

January 8, 2013

I have longed for the day I would be writing this journal entry…..

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Our summer months were very hot and dry with very little relief from the sun that beat down relentlessly.  I found myself perspiring just standing still in the shade.  I knew if I was miserable, the horses probably were too.  It was the perfect opportunity to spend some quality time with them.

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If you have been following my journal entries, you will know that Ember and I have had a somewhat rocky relationship since we brought her home from her Montana wilderness.  Days filled with many ups and downs.  Some days it would seem like she was happy and content with me, while other days she really didn’t want anything to do with me.  I have to admit that it was hard not to take it all personally.  But I was looking through human eyes.  When in fact, I should have been looking at our relationship through Ember’s eyes……  It truly has nothing to do with whether Ember likes me or not!  It does, however, have everything to do with how safe and secure Ember feels when she is around me.  She had shown clear signs that she did not always view me as her leader.  (I really was not surprised since I have only just recently learned more about how to become an effective leader.)  Instead of getting all frustrated by the fact that I was not a good leader for her, I decided to find out how I can become a leader who will cause Ember to feel safe and secure.  I need to back up a bit.  At that point, our relationship was not bad.  As a matter of fact, some folks who have a similar relationship with their horses that I had at that time with Ember would be enough for them and they would be content.

But I wanted more…….

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As I continued to pursue Parelli’s Natural Horsemanship (PNH) way of interacting with horses, I learned that Ember’s Horsenality (the characteristics that make a horse a unique individual) is a Right Brain Extrovert/Introvert (RBE/I).  She is more extroverted in the winter and more introverted in the summer.  I am a Right Brain Introvert.  All of those times I have said that Ember is a mirror to my inner most being is really true!  She and I are very much alike in how we approach and handle the different situations we find ourselves in.

Here is a chart of what her characteristics looked like at the end of May, 2012.  We had just come off of winter, so her extroverted tendencies were pretty high.  (I will share what her chart looks like now in my next Journal Entry.  Yes, it has changed!  I will also share a little more about what this chart means.)

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It was time to really get to know this special girl.  We took advantage of the hot summer months to just get to know one another better.  As RBI’s, we both need a LOT of undemanding time to get to know new friends and form deeper bonds and relationships.  Up to this point, all I had been doing with Ember was asking, asking, asking…..  (Oh, if only I could go back and do some things over again.   But since I can’t, I will learn from past experiences and move forward)

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working on Embers itchy areas

Our undemanding time spent together consisted of just hanging out.  Sometimes I would touch her, sometimes not.  It was very important for her to know that I was not asking anything of her.  Sometimes I would just lay my arm across her back.  If she started to walk off, I stayed with her, with my arm still on her back, asking nothing.  Just being in her presence.

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While spending this precious time together, I had many opportunities to show Ember that I would do all that I could to protect her and the space surrounding her.  Image was not very happy when I spent this kind of time with Ember.  He had a tendency to come to Ember’s side that was opposite from me and try to nip her back legs to get her to move away so he could have me all to himself…..  As flattering as it was that Image wanted me all to himself, I did not allow that to happen.  I stayed true to what my purpose was: spending this quality time with my girl.  It became very important for Ember to see me defending her space.  As the summer days wore on, I could start to see Ember coming a little closer, staying a little longer.  She and I were starting to connect on a level that truly warms my heart.

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As the temperatures started to cool down, we started to play our games again.  I could see a different Ember facing me.  And I am pretty sure she started to see a leader facing her as well.  I could see her asking questions, really wanting to try to do as I was asking.  As an RBI, Ember needs a solid leader.  She doesn’t want to be the leader, but needs someone she can trust and rely on.

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In the quiet of a moment, Ember and I bonded in a way I had only dreamed about.  I had never thought it was possible to connect with this sweet girl in the way that we did over the summer months.

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But our story does not end there.  It is just the beginning of an amazing partnership to come…..

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Leading the Herd…

September 26, 2012

It has been some time since I have made a post about Image and Ember, two Pryor Mountain mustangs that now reside in our pastures and deep within my heart.  They share grazing ground with my husbands horses: another mustang, Abi (12 yr old, HMA in Nevada), Touchy (32 yr old  QH Mix) and Lady Gray (10 yr old rescue OTTB).

Ember, Image and Abi – our mustangs

In my ongoing quest to learn natural horsemanship, I am having many ‘aha’ moments along the way.  As I have said in an earlier post: it’s not just about loving my horses, I have to know their language in order to be a good and effective leader.  I have come to realize just how important the role of leadership is.  In light of that, I wanted to focus my attention on my husbands mustang Abi….

Abi and I as we journey down this road together

Within our herd of 5 horses, Abi is the leader, known as the alpha mare.  She pretty much calls the shots within the 5 of them on a daily basis.  She lets each of them know if they ever step out of line.  She is actually a very good leader.  I have watched her many times to see how she handles different situations.  And I am proud of her for stepping up to become the leader when we made the agonizing decision to end the suffering of Shy Ann, our herd alpha mare at the time.  Shy Ann was always a very nervous alpha mare.  She seemed to rule the herd with an ‘iron hoof’ so to speak.  Looking back, I can honestly say she was not a very good leader.  She kept all of the other horses on their toes and did not give them any time to truly relax and have fun and well…. just be horses.  She was somewhat of a dictator.  I was a bit afraid that Abi would  pick up on those traits of Shy Ann’s and become a stern and unforgiving leader herself.

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I have been pleasantly surprised at how well Abi has stepped up into her position as lead mare.  She shows confidence, strength, compassion and fairness.  I have watched her hang back with Touchy, our older mare, to walk with her to go out at feeding time, rather than race ahead with all of the youngsters.  She will put herself in between Lady Gray and Image when they start to feel the ‘hate’ portion of their love/hate relationship.  She will also initiate a mutual grooming session with Ember, who shares the bottom of the totem pole with Touchy.

Image, Abi and Ember

Image questions Abi’s authority quite often.  Abi will gently put him in his place with the lightest amount of pressure necessary.  She starts with her ears back.  If Image doesn’t respond to that cue, she may swing her head toward Image and start to bare her teeth.  If Image is still not responding appropriately, Abi will then advance toward Image and nip him just a little bit.  Abi understands that she does not need to immediately nip Image.  She gives him plenty of opportunities to make the right decision before her teeth make contact.   Abi needs her actions to be effective so that she is understood….

Playing with Abi

After looking into different horsemanship styles, I have come to really have a deep respect for Pat Parelli and his Parelli Natural Horsemanship program (PNH).  PNH puts the relationship between human and horse first.  His program is based on the natural behavior of horses.

Ember, with Image behind her

“Based on respect for and love of horses – and understanding horse nature and psychology – the Parelli program enables anyone at any level to have fun with horses and achieve amazing results…naturally. Parelli horse training avoids using force, fear, harsh bits or mechanical training aids in favor of love, language and leadership or, said another way: relationship, communication and trustworthiness.” – PNH

YES!  That is exactly what I want:  a relationship with my horses built on mutual trust.

Hugging my “little sugar cookie” Image

It was not until I attended a clinic of Parelli Professional Jesse Peters, that I realized that my language skills needed a lot of help.  I realized that I was not communicating with our horses in an effective way.  By communicating, I am referring to body language.  “Everything means something and nothing means nothing” – Pat Parelli 

Jesse Peters demonstrating proper technique at a PNH clinic

In other words, every movement I make means something to my horses.  It is up to me to know their language and understand it.  My horses already know it…..

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I am not a natural leader.  So I had to step out of my own comfort zone to communicate in an effective way for Abi to look to me for leadership.  By using the techniques that PNH teaches, I have finally found a new confidence with our horses.  Once Abi saw that I was speaking her language, she came to accept me as her leader.  I am very happy to say that with just one small little movement from me, Abi will now willingly back up.  In the past, she would run into me or over me as she was exuding her alpha status over me!  I want to be the kind of leader that our horses will willingly and happily follow.  With the Parelli program, I am finally learning how to be the kind of leader my horses can trust and look up to.

Abi and I sharing a Friendly moment

I have just barely scratched the surface of natural horsemanship.  I hope to continue learning and deepening my relationship with each one of our horses.  I know this will be a life long journey.  I am loving what I am learning along each step of the way.

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Who I Want to Be – a poem by Emily Gruber

August 15, 2012

I know it’s been a while since I have written a journal entry.  I am in the middle of writing a new one that I hope to have online by this weekend.

In the meantime, I wanted to share a poem with you written by my niece Emily.  Here is her biography so you can get to know her before reading her poem:

Emily Gruber is a sophomore at Grace College. She lives on her parent’s alpaca farm in northern Indiana. Emily’s favorite animals are kittens and chickens. She enjoys living in the country and living for Jesus. Emily likes to read Christian fiction and to write for fun. She sat down at her desk last year at college and wrote down what was on her mind. The words that came on the pages were not meant for anyone to see. That changed when Emily had to write a poem for her creative writing class and decided to turn in the poem she had written for herself. Emily realized that when something comes from the heart, then that is truly the best a person can give.

Who I Want to Be

By Emily Gruber

Out West is where I’ve always wanted to be,

But you see, that isn’t for me,

Because I’m a city girl, that’s why,

Born and raised with skyscrapers and

Streetlights all around,

Instead of gazing up at all the stars in the sky,

As if I lived in the country.

But you see I’m not a western girl because

I own a cowboy hat, and cowboy boots,

And a cowboy buckle, and these things

Are fake and pretend and not real,

Because I don’t call them what they really are.

If I were a real cowgirl, I’d call them

What they really are, like

A western hat, and western boots,

And a western belt buckle while riding my

Mustang, roping calves and other things

In the Wild West,

With my hair streaming out behind my head,

And my hands calloused from work

Gripping that rope in my hands as

I take down that calf.

But I’m not a western girl, wearing

A western shirt tucked into

Faded blue jeans,

That’s not who I really am.

I’m a city slicker with my hair

Straightened down my back

And my hands smelling of

Nice vanilla lotion

Gripping that saddle horn

With both hands

Because I’m afraid I’m going to fall off

 The small pony at the city zoo.

Emily and Touchy

©Emily Gruber  (Please respect all copyright laws.  Reproduction of this poem is strictly prohibited without written permission from Emily Gruber)

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The Upcoming Removal is Hard to Accept

April 21, 2012

Reblogged from Wild in the Pryors:

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The Blm Billings Office released their Gather decision and EA.  I was up late on Wednesday night reading it, and spent all day yesterday going through it again.  Here is a link to it from Matt's Blog: Link  You can click the link or go to the left and click on "April 4, 2012".

I knew it was coming, but it did not make it easier when  I saw the report. 

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In my previous entry about my journey to the Pryor Mountains in the summer of 2011 (http://deblittle.wordpress.com/2012/01/19/a-journey-to-the-mountain-top/), at the end I mentioned the Environmental Assessment from the BLM about removing 30 wild horses, aged 1 to 3 from the wild horse range. The BLM recently announced that they will move forward with their plans for removal. The removals can start as soon as June 4, 2012 and run through September. This is very difficult for me to accept this. I have re-blogged my friend Sandy Elmore's blog entry on this upcoming removal. I agree with all that Sandy has to say, and wanted to share this with you. We must all look at this calmly.
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Are You Ready?

February 17, 2012

I have been wanting to write about this for a long time.  This is perhaps the most important journal entry that I will ever write.  It is one that touches on the very essence of my being.  It is very personal to me and so very important.  Some of you are my dear friends who I have known my entire life.  Some of you I have met along the way in this journey of life.  Others of you I have never met in person, but we have formed deep friendships through the internet.  And finally there are some of you who read this journal or stumbled on to it, without me ever knowing who you are.

Regardless of how, or even if, we know each other, this is still very important.

This poem triggered the thought that I need to write this to you sooner rather than later.

My Friend

My friend I stand in judgment now, And feel that you’re to blame somehow.
On earth I walked with you day by day, And never did you point the way.

You knew the Lord in truth and glory, But never did you tell me the story.
My knowledge then was dim, You could have led me straight to Him.

Though we lived together on earth, You never told me of the second birth.
And now I stand condemned this day, Because of what you failed to say.

You taught me many things, that’s true, I called you friend and trusted you.
Now I learn it’s too late, But you could have saved me from this fate.

We walked by day and talked by night, And yet you showed me not the light.
You let me live and die, Though you knew I’d never live on high.

Yes, I called you friend in life, And laughed with you through joy and strife
And yet on coming to the end …  I cannot call you my friend!
-Author, Unknown

Over the years there were numerous times I wanted to make a clear presentation about the good news written in the Bible. But, I withheld speaking this important truth for a few reasons. I didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable, sometimes I was nervous and feared you would think less of me. I didn’t want to come across as pushy. I thought timing might get better later in the day or later in the friendship. I could go on with excuses, but as I read this poem, I can’t help but feel I didn’t do right by you.

If I had the cure for all cancers and kept it to myself, the world would call me cruel. But humanity has a greater and more universal problem than cancer. It is sin. Unlike cancer, the remedy for sin is accessible to all and is free.

I hope you know me well enough to know that I don’t have a ‘higher than thou’ mindset. I too am a sinner in need of a savior, no more or less than anyone else. I don’t deserve heaven. Although I was born with a sinful and selfish nature, that eventually changed after I asked God to help me. I could disclose the skeletons in my closet, but there is no need to do that. We all have deep dark things we try to forget or justify.

Many people have their own beliefs about God and His ways. God doesn’t adapt His ways to conform to our beliefs any more than parents conform to their children’s beliefs. Assumptions and wishful thinking are among the worst ways to conclude anything about God. We need to learn what God says about Himself. In this age of political correctness and moral relativism, God has not changed. Moreover He has the final say … in everything.

Many people think we get into heaven by being a good person. But how good is good enough?  The fact is, if being good is the criteria for making it into heaven, nobody can know before they die how much good is good enough to make it. The following Bible verses make it clear that salvation is not earned by doing good works, but is a free gift of God.

Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not from yourselves, it is the gift of God, not by works, lest no man should boast.

God makes it very clear that we are all sinners.

Romans 3:23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,

 Most people think nobody can know before they die whether they will be sent to heaven or hell. That is far too important of a matter to be left to chance. Once you arrive at your eternal destiny it is too late to change course. One hundred years from now we will be dead. One million years from now our bodies will still be dead, but our spirits will be alive … somewhere. What could possibly be more important, than to know where you will spend all of eternity? God is too loving to keep that a secret until it’s too late to change course.

John 14:6 ”Jesus said …, ’I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but through Me.’”

Jesus willingly died on the cross in payment for our sins.  That was the absolute highest price anyone ever paid for anything! And … that was for the salvation of your soul! What can you offer to God in payment for your sins? Can you think of anything more precious than an only born child? But children are tainted with sin and are in need of a Savior just like you. Jesus is sinless, thus only He is eligible to be our Savior. To reject this ultimate sacrifice, brings His fury.

God didn’t create us to be robots and force us to obey and love Him. He wants people who genuinely decide on their own to obey Him and love Him. God hates evil so much, that He paid the ultimate price to reconcile us to Him and take us away from all this evil and suffering. He does not want to condemn us. God wants us to accept His offer of eternal life.

But God loves you so much that He didn’t hold back His precious Son, but allowed Him to be our sacrificial Lamb, so that we could get back on track with His original plan for our lives (paradise with Him for eternity).

Romans 10:9 ”that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.”

I hope you pray the following prayer with deep sincerity. If you do, you too can have the confidence that you are in right standing with your Creator. No matter what happens to you from then on, you will spend eternity in heaven.

1 John 5:13 These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, so that you may know that you have eternal life.

Salvation Prayer

Dear God in heaven, I come to you acknowledging that I am a sinner, and I am sorry for my sins.  I need your forgiveness.

I believe that your only begotten Son Jesus Christ shed His precious blood and died for my sins, and I am now willing to turn from my sin.

Right now I confess Jesus as the Lord of my soul.  With my heart, I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead.  This very moment I accept Jesus Christ as my own personal Savior and according to His Word, right now I am saved.

Thank you Jesus for dying for me and giving me eternal life.

Amen.

If you just said this prayer and you meant it with all your heart, I believe that you just got saved and are born again.  If you did pray this prayer, would you send me an email, telling me so?

deb.little@sbcglobal.net


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Hoof Prints within my Heart

February 8, 2012

This may come as a surprise to some of you, but I have not always been a horse-person.  As a little girl growing up, my dreams were not filled with horses.  My sister had a horse when we were in our teenage years and I have to admit to having a fear of that horse.  Her horse never did anything to me to cause me to be afraid.  My fear was just there.  My interests were in drawing, painting, photography, going fishing with Dad, and so on.  If I wasn’t in the black and white darkroom in our basement, I was on a fishing trip with my Dad.  Typical of time, the days and years started to slip on by.  As irony would have it, my sister married a fisherman and I married a horseman…..

Even married to a horseman and having horses on our property still did not compel me to become a horse-person.  Oh sure, they were pretty and fun to watch.  But there was still a fear lurking within me around these large animals.

While at an art show, I saw a photographer’s images of wild horses.  His art was the inspiration to start my own quest to find and photograph wild horses.  There was something about wild horses that just stirred something deep within me.  Funny how the domestic horses did not affect me in this way……

I have spent years following and photographing a herd of wild horses in Montana.  They have completely entwined themselves within my heart.   When the opportunity arose to adopt a couple of the wild horses from this herd that I had completely fallen in love with, we went for it.  I wanted to be the major part of working with these mustangs to help them settle in to their new home with us.  I had started to learn more about natural horsemanship training methods soon after we first brought them home.

The road has been a rocky one: filled with joy and a lot of love, along with frustrations.  But it takes more than love to build a relationship.  I can love them all I want to, but if I don’t understand their language, this love will never grow.  If this love I have for them does not grow because I have not learned their language, I will never be a leader to them.  I knew I must learn more about their language if I were to build our relationship.

In this series of photos you will see Ember getting too close to Abi's space. Abi is quick to send the message to Ember to get her to move. Ember moves off. Notice that Abi has barely moved forward. It is Ember who moves away first. Abi has just shown Ember her authority and dominance.

By studying their every move, their every twitch of the ear, the way they carry themselves is the answer to understanding them.  The very way they interact with each other is key to their language.

It takes time to understand the depth of their language.  And it takes a real ‘want-to’ attitude to learn it.  And I hope that I will show myself worthy to be the kind of leader they will want to willingly follow……  Traveling down this road is taking me a long time, but it is time well spent.

Image when he was just a month old

Image came to us very needy.  He craved our attention.  I have heard from many people who had seen him on his mountain home in the wild and also at the holding pens at Britton Springs that Image was always curious and the first to come up to people to greet them.  In some ways he has been very easy to gentle.  He can be a bit on the lazy side and he loves to have fun.  He also loves to snuggle and give kisses.  I find it hard to stay on task with him when we are training, just because he is so adorable.  I have also found that when he locks all four hooves, he is not going anywhere….

Ember with her mom Firestorm when she was a month old

Ember is the complete opposite.  From the moment we brought her home, she has always wanted to do things her way.  It has taken a bit longer to earn her trust.  And I have to admit that it has been a bit of a bumpy road with her.  But within Ember lies my deepest understanding.  I have learned to turn my frustrations into a want to learn more about her language and what makes her tick.  I have to look at her differently than Image and find a way to reach her.  She has a tremendous amount of energy.  And in that energy, when she gets nervous or anxious, her feet start to fly and she dances around.  Not in a very safe way…. for me anyways!

When my dear friend Ginger Kathrens was going to be in our “neck of the woods” working on a project, I asked her if she could come down to our place and watch me work with Image and Ember.  I wanted her to give me some pointers.  I was stuck.  I was not getting anywhere with Image or Ember in what I was doing.  After watching me work with them both, she summed it up quite well:  I was being too soft on them both, but in different ways.  I needed to keep to task with Image and follow through in what I was asking him to do.  He and I needed to wait until the end of our session for hugs and kisses.  Both Image and I just lowered our heads and sighed with resignation, knowing deep down that she was right.  And by following through with what I was asking him to do, he actually started to do what I was asking!

Image responds to my lightest touch, when asking him to lower his head

With Ember, I was not correcting her fast enough to make my corrections effective.  Ember has a tremendous amount of energy.  I needed to bring my own energy level up not only to match Ember’s but to exceed hers.  I had to really dig deep inside of myself to do this.  But what I found was amazing.  By quickly correcting Embers movements, I found that she started to pay more attention to what I was asking of her.  She really wanted to do what I asked.  I had just been giving her direction too late for either of us to make any sense out of it.

Ember responds beautifully to me asking her to bend her head toward me

Ember responds to my lightest command.

Ember starts to find comfort in our quiet moments together

Image and I can still get a bit distracted, but we are better about keeping on track.

It has been Ember who now typically follows me around the barnyard while I am doing the routine poop-scooping.   Image will come over as well.  But I am starting to think that he is only coming over because he fears his is ‘missing’ something.  We still have a long way to go, but this rocky road has been one that I would not trade for anything.

Ember is realizing that I can help her settle down

I can’t help but see the parallels in my walk with my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.  I find that if I am not learning His language by studying His Word, I am missing out on having a deeper relationship with Him.  By reading His Word and keeping a dialog open with Him, the path He has chosen for me becomes much clearer.  I never want to lose that relationship I have with Him.

Image is waiting for his kisses

Does all of this make me a ‘horse-person’?  I don’t know.  But what I do know is that these horses have made many trails of hoof prints deep within my heart.

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A Journey to the Mountain Top

January 19, 2012

Every summer I make the long journey to the Pryor Mountains of Montana.  The top of the mountain holds a fascination for me that I just can’t seem to let go of.  As long as the Lord is willing, I will continue to journey to this amazing place.

I have never gone to the mountain top alone.  Each year I take someone special with me.  This year I had the pleasure of taking my sister with me on this grand adventure.  She has always heard me talk about the mountain, the wild horses and the sheer joy I feel when I am there.  I could hardly wait to share this Montana wilderness experience with her.  I wanted her to soak it all in.  To understand what draws me to this magnificent piece of heaven here on earth.  I wanted her to take in the sights, the smells and the sounds of this intriguing place.  I wanted her to feel the exhileration at seeing her first wild horse in person.  As we left her driveway, loaded down with our tent, sleeping bags, cooler of food and clothes for every temperature, we asked our Lord and Savior to be our Guide on this journey.  We asked that He help us to keep our eyes and our hearts open to His will, not ours.  We asked Him for guidance and leadership.

We had always talked about taking a trip together, just the two of us.  We were finally  doing it.  By the time we reached South Dakota, reality was finally sinking in that we were actually doing this!  Even though I have gone on this journey many times, each time has it’s own unique experiences that make it fresh, new and thoroughly exciting.  And it was fun to see it through my sisters eyes.  On the drive over the Bighorn mountains through Eastern Wyoming, we started to see some of the traits that the Pryor Mountains have.  There was meadow after meadow of mountain lupine.  We stopped to take in the view when the snow capped Bighorns came in to view.

My original plan for this trip was to go to the Pryor Mountains to see Image and Ember’s families first.  But I also have to keep an open mind and be flexible for possible obstacles along the way.  I had been in contact with the local Park Rangers to check on the road conditions on the mountain.  With the heavy snow of the winter, the roads were taking longer to clear and dry up than they had in past years.  I learned that one of the ‘safer’ roads was under repairs for the entire summer.  And the safest road to the top of the mountain was rather iffy due to deep ruts made by careless drivers when they were wet and muddy.  That left Burnt Timber Road.  Hmm.  That road (it is called a road, but it resembles more of a rough rocky path) has just continued to deteriorate over the years and has not been as safe to travel on.  My gut (I have learned to trust my gut and my instincts over the years.  I truly believe that is Gods way of telling me what He wants me to do or not do, along with reading His Word) was telling me to give the safer roads a few more days to dry out before heading to the top.  I listened and we changed our plans to spend the first couple of days at the McCullough Peaks Wild Horse Range outside of Cody, WY.  I love these horses, with their different pinto patterns, beautiful sorrel colors and bulky bodies.  The terrain of the Peaks is much different than the top of the Pryors.  It is more of a desert with sage brush, cacti and snakes.  There is a main road that runs through the center of the horse range.  Then there are 2-tracks that run off of this main road.  It is advisable to have a higher clearance and a 4WD vehicle for these 2-tracks.  As Sandy and I headed into the Peaks, we glassed over the terrain that always confuses me.  The many hills blend into one as you look out over the vast range.  During the time we were there, we saw many cows that are allowed to graze on public lands.

When the cows are there, the BLM closes some of the many fences that are intertwined within the wild horse range to keep the cows in certain areas.  This, in turn, alters the movements of the wild horses as they are not able to move freely throughout the entire range.

We made our way past the cows and a little deeper in the wild horse range, looking for the horses.  As we bumped along on the 2-track, we strained our eyes, looking over the tops of the sage brush for horses.  It seemed like we had gone forever when Sandy said excitedly “There are horses over there!”  We stopped the car and looked through our binoculars over the landscape to where she saw the horses.

Sure enough there were tiny dots in the far distance.  Now, how do we get to them?  The tracks do not make straight paths, but tend to wind their way around and around.  With the tall sage brush it is impossible to know where they will lead unless you travel down them.  With paper and pen, Sandy started to make a map as we traveled the trails, noting when we intersected another 2-track.  She was careful to note any landmarks that would help us find our way back out of the maze of tracks.  We finally got a closer look at the horses.

We were very careful to not make any sudden noises and movements that would scare the horses off.  It was fun to watch this large band.  They had just finished watering and were heading out to have a mid-morning snooze.  I just love these pintos with their intricate shaped patterns that resemble jigsaw puzzle pieces.  We spent some time with this band of gorgeous horses, watching their behaviors.  All the while I was keeping an eye on the weather.  Having gone fishing with my Dad on the Great Lakes many times while growing up, he taught me how to read the weather in the clouds and listen to them.  So with one eye on a growing storm that was brewing to our southeast, we started to make our way back to the car and to work our way back out of the horse range.  I figured it would be about an hour before the storm hit the East entrance to the horse range.  And it would take us a good 45 minutes to work our way back out of there.  Even though we hated to leave the horses that we had just found, I am a firm believer that safety comes first.  We made our way back out, following Sandy’s carefully drawn map with wonderful details.

As I had figured, just a few minutes after we were back on the safety of the paved highway, the storm hit the horse range where had just been.  We watched the storm for awhile, watching to see what path it would take.  It did not look like it was going to hit the main portion of the wild horse range, so we headed to the main paved road that runs through the center of the range.  We found a small band of bachelors that were hanging out together.

They shared a bond that was pretty special to watch.  I contemplated the friendship that these guys had formed.  We watched as the last bit of sun slowly dipped down below the horizon.  As the sky lit up in gorgeous tones of red and orange, I was inspired to create this piece of “photo fusion”.

I call it “Trail of the Setting Sun” in honor these magnificent wild horses.

The next morning we headed back out to the Peaks.  We found a different small band of bachelors.  They were content to graze on top of a hill where they could take in the sights all around them.  This magnificent brown and white pinto stallion had his family ripped from him during the 2009 round up.  He has not been able to win a mare since then.  So he hangs out with a couple of other bachelors.  My heart cried out to him in all that he had lost.  But at least he still had his freedom….

We headed deeper into the vast wild horse range and could see a little movement in the distance, so we looked for a 2-track that would take us closer to them.  At closer look it was another group of bachelors at a water hole.  To my surprise Washakie was there too and he had a family with him!  Washakie is another stallion who had lost his entire band in the round up of 2009.

He had a family again!  Washakie is one of those wild stallions you can’t help but admire.  He is a stunning presence in his wild environment.  We watched him for some time.  He had a mare with him that looked different.  We kept looking at this sorrel mare, thinking she did not quite fit in.  We found out later than she was a domestic horse that someone had dumped off at the wild horse range…..

It was soon time to leave the McCullough Peaks and head north to the Pryor Mountains.  We arrived at the base of the mountain in late afternoon with the intent to head up very early the next morning.  Our plan was to start up via Pryor Mountain Rd heading out of Bridger, MT.  The deep ruts in the road were within the Crow Indian Reservation close to the bottom of the mountain.  If the ruts were too deep for the clearance on my SUV, we would simply turn around and head up via Burnt Timber Rd.  (Not an option I was thrilled with, but it was doable if I took my time and calculated every move up the sharp rocks of the road.)  Very early the next morning, we started on this next stage of our great adventure.  As we started out, we again asked God for guidance and wisdom to make the right decisions.  As we approached the section of the road that was suppose to be bad with ruts, I was a little surprised at how easy it was to drive on.  Thank you Lord!  (I later found out that they had just graded the road the day before we headed up the mountain.  Again, thank you Lord for Your wisdom and my willingness to listen to You and wait on Your timing.)  We slowly made our way up Pryor Mountain Rd through the Custer National Forest.  We marveled at the beauty that surrounded us at every turn of the road.  As we ascended the mountain, the wildflowers started to dot the road side and the meadows off the road.  It was truly a glorious site.

As we reached the top of the mountain near the Dryhead Overlook, it was sad that we had not seen any wild horses yet.  The Custer National Forest does not want the wild horses on the land they manage and orchestrated that the fence, that had been in disrepair for decades with openings for the horses to travel through, bordering the Pryor Mountain Horse Range and the Forest Service Land be reconstructed to keep the wild horses on the Eastern side of the mountain.  It was not taken into consideration that these wild horses have roamed the Forest Service Land for decades, dating back to before the 1971 Wild Horse and Burro Act was put into place.  As we continued on the road, there were some sharp rocks to maneuver around, but nothing too bad.  Again, if taken the time to carefully work the tires around them or over them, all was fine.  We soon came to a gorgeous wildflower covered meadow that had always had wild horses grazing in it in the past.  It was an eerie feeling that they were not there.  Is this a sign of things to come?  A landscape with no wild horses?

As we continued, we came upon the new fence that had been constructed the summer before.  My heart sank at the reality that the wild horses that I have come to know and love were cut off from their late summer grazing land.  My mind raced with thoughts of how will they react to not being able to graze where their ancestors had always grazed?  Will they push the boundaries?  Will they struggle to get to the other side of the fence?  Will any of them be hurt in the process?   What does this mean for their future?  These were all thoughts I had contemplated before as I had known about the plan to construct the fence.  But seeing it in person put it into complete perspective of what this means to the wild horses of the Pryor Mountains.

We started to scan the meadows for horses and as soon as we neared the junction of Pryor Mountain Rd with Burnt Timber Rd. we saw a band of bachelors grazing.  As we watched them, out of the trees came Cloud.  He had come to play with the bachelors and to let them know they were not allowed anywhere near his family!

We headed on down the road, slowly making our way over the sharp rocks that jut out of the road, keeping a look out for more horses.  We spotted Bolder (Cloud’s son) with his band in a fantastic meadow that is a favorite of the wild horses in the summer.  They were all taking naps.

Jewel and Echo (Bolder’s 2 year old daughter and yearling son) were laying close to each other as they napped.  After some time, they each got up and stretched out their legs.

Echo went over to one of the mares in the band and wanted to play with her.  Is that Velvet?  Bolder now had Cloud’s lead mare Velvet!  That was interesting.  I wonder how that happened.  Was it her choice to be with Bolder or did he steal her away?  I have come to learn that if a mare does not want to stay with a stallion, he is pretty much powerless to keep her.  The lead mare in a band calls most of the shots.

As I looked up, I could see Mascalero escorting a band of rowdy bachelors away from his family.

As the bachelors made their way into the meadow where Bolder had his family, Bolder came to attention to see if the boys needed any help in leaving the area.

As the bachelors tore through the area, clearly just having some fun, they posed no threat to Bolder and his family.  Bolder was still very much aware of their every move though.

Soon Cloud moved his band into the meadow as well.

With so much activity, Bolder moved his family completely out of the area heading toward Penn’s Cabin.

We watched the horses a little longer and then decided we had better start thinking about making camp.  We settled on a nice little area with some protection of the trees.

In the late afternoon, I could see storm clouds to the North West.  Keeping an eye on the approaching storm, we decided we had better make our way back to the vehicle and then to camp.  We were glad we had set up camp when we did.  After the storm passed through, the sun came back out to give us a gorgeous rainbow.  And as the sun slowly dipped below the horizon, a lone stallion was quietly grazing on the top of his world.  After breathing a prayer of thanks for all this day had held for us, we tucked in for the night.

The next morning, we headed out before sunrise to find the horses to photograph them in the gorgeous morning light.  We glassed over to Cloud’s Island and saw several bands out that way, so we started hiking out there.  We saw Cloud and his band. Cloud had stolen Feldspar from his son Bolder the previous fall, so she and her daughter Agate were still with Cloud.

He was feeling a little amorous but she was clearly not in the mood.  The mares really do call the shots in the band.

Cloud had also acquired Ingid and her son Lynx.  It was heartwarming to see that The Black (Velvet and The Count’s daughter) had bonded so closely with them.

As the horses pushed toward the fence that separated the Forest Service land from the BLM land, it was disheartening to see them not be able to get to their known late summer grazing land.

I was so happy to see Chino, a gorgeous buckskin stallion whose lead mare is Topper.  I have always loved Topper.  She has a no-nonsense attitude about her that I admire.

She also has some very distinctive primitive markings on her.  She is here with her daughter Topper Too.

We headed to Penn’s Cabin to see if there were any horses in that area of the range.  To our delight, Duke was there with his band to greet us.  We quietly settled down to watch this band as they grazed and rested.  Madonna had a cute little bay filly named Lariat.

Lancaster, the dun colt of Hopi, came over to play after a nap and a snack.

We quietly left them and headed back to camp as the sun was getting too high in the sky for good photography.  We thought a snack and a nap sounded like a great idea!

After resting for a bit, we headed back over to Cloud’s Island.  Bolder made an appearance with his band to graze in the beautiful meadow.  Other bands soon joined them in the last couple of hours of daylight.  London, a little bay colt in Doc’s band was a rambunctious little fellow and wanted to explore.

He came over to Bolders band and started to play with little Lobo (Cedar and Bolder’s little one).

They played so much, that London lost track of where he was.  He soon found himself surrounded by other bands, none of which were his family.  What we saw next was pretty amazing.  Bolder saw London’s distress at being lost and calmly walked over to him.  Bolder then called out to London’s step-dad Doc.

I have never seem this kind of behavior in a band stallion.  Typically they would either ignore a lost colt or snake him away from his band.  Some will say that I am anthropomorphising Bolder’s behavior as he clearly showed concern over the lost colt and wanted to help him find his way home.  Doc came over to collect London and Bolder went back to his band.

As more bands came into the meadow, Bolder quietly took his family away.  He was not interested in being surrounded by many bands.

Cloud brought his family into the clearing.  His entire band was captivated by something near the trees.  Cloud moved them off in a different direction.

We glassed over to where the girls had been looking and to our delight we saw a new born foal next to Honey.

We looked around for Morning Star, since Honey is one of his mares.  He and most of the band had already moved off.  Honey was waiting for her daughter to wake up before joining her band.

As Honey and her daughter began to move to Morning Star, we realized that 2 of his other mares had stayed close to Honey and waited with her until her little one was able to travel.  We watched these amazing wild horses a little longer until the sun dipped down to the horizon.  We made our way back to camp in the last lingering light of the day.  We had been blessed with another beautiful day.  As we neared camp and prepared for the night, we reflected on all that we had seen that day.  We were in our jammies and tucked into our sleeping bags when we heard the sounds of horses.  We grabbed our cameras, put on our crocks and headed out in to the  cold darkening night to see who had come to tell us good night.  It was Bolder’s band!  And Red Raven’s band was right behind them.

He was bringing his family close to our camp site.  It was fun to watch Echo and Jewel run through an adjacent lupine covered meadow next to our camp.  It was too dark for any really good photo ops.  But I could not resist capturing these special moments.

As darkness took over the night, we headed back to our tent, too excited to even think about sleeping.  We could hear the horses milling around.  The distant sounds of bachelors playing.  An occasional whiney.  Then the sound of thundering hooves became louder and louder as a band of wild horses rushed past our camp.  The horses stayed close all night.  I have to admit that I did not get much sleep that night as I was listening to all of their night sounds, imaging who was out there and what they were doing.

The next morning, quite a few bands were still in the area.  We spent some time watching and photographing them, then went back towards Clouds Island.  We had not seen Flint yet, so it was good to see him and his band as we neared the new fence.  The bachelor band was fairly close to Flint as well.  

The boys seemed to be enjoying their time grazing and grooming one another.  (This is Jasper and Fiddle in the photo grooming one another)

But they were just way too close for Flint’s comfort.  He chased them off.

I was surprised to see Flint keeping his band close to the fence and the bachelor band.  The other bands of horses would come toward the fence but then push back to the East.  The bachelor band was still hanging around Flints band.

Flint had more confrontations with the bachelor band that day.

We hiked around a bit more, looking for more horses.  As the sun started climbing higher and higher in the sky, we started to make our way back toward camp.  As we rounded a curve in the road, we saw Bolder.  He was right on the road, checking out who had been in the area by sniffing the stud pile.

We quietly watched Bolder and his band snoozing among the Douglas Fir trees.  As we looked around, Red Raven had his band tucked into the trees as well.  (This is Red Raven with his step-daughter Kicks-a-Lot, Bolder and Autumn’s daughter)  I thought it was interesting that Red Raven was so close to Bolder’s band since he had stolen Autumn away from Bolder the winter before.  But they all seemed to be at peace with each other.

Bolder suddenly became alert and looked at something behind us.  We turned to look and here came the rowdy bachelor band tearing towards us.  We went closer to my vehicle, to become one with it so as not to get in their way.  They chased each other around for a bit.  Fiddle was clearly acting as a ‘band stallion’ with his buddy bachelors, snaking them around.

When the boys got a little too close to Bolder, he decided he had better have a little ‘chat’ with them.  I have come to really admire Bolder as a band stallion.  He portrays a calmness about him and when approaching the rowdy bachelors, he didn’t put on a big show.  But his body language still spoke volumes in reminding them of their place.

Bolder having a chat with Jasper (Flint and Feldspar’s son).

Bolder kept his eyes on the bachelors as they stayed in the area, but a little farther away from Bolders family.

We slowly made our way back to camp for a mid day break.  After the sun started to make it’s downward decent in the mid afternoon, we headed back out to watch and photograph the horses.  Cloud was stunning as usual as he ran through the meadow of wildflowers.  And the little foals were all just as cute as can be.  We were truly enjoying this amazing journey.

As this day drew near to a close, we were a bit sad to see this journey come to an end.  This was our last night on the mountain.  We made our way back to camp in the last light of the day.  A lone stallion was walking along a ridge as if to bid us farewell.  About an hour after tucking in for the night, we heard the sounds of horses coming closer.  We spent our last night on the mountain surrounded by the sounds of these amazing wild horses.

The next morning we headed back over to the fence to see if Flint was still hanging around.  The scene before me made my stomach drop.  I could see Flint on this side of the fence facing the fence.   I did a quick count of his band who were grazing close by.  Halcyon was missing!  Looking closer at the fence, I could see her on the other side.

My heart started pounding harder.  How did this happen?  A quick scan along the fence did not show any area where she could have gone through.  How long had she been over there by herself?  The questions filled my mind faster than the answers.  I got a closer look at Halcyon to make sure she was not injured.

Her family members came close to the fence as if I were going to magically get her back on their side.  Oh how I wish I could have just taken that fence down and opened the way for her.  I started making my way north along the fence, looking for the place she went through.  What happened?  As I was walking along, I noticed the worn path along the fence line that the horses had already created.  Probably looking for the openings that had ALWAYS been there in the past.  In this photo, I had turned back toward the south to take this.

As I made my way farther north, I came across a lone bachelor.  Then a little farther along, I saw the rest of the bachelor band snoozing on the top of the hill.  Is that what happened?  Did the bachelors stir things up with Flint and his band?  Did the commotion somehow scare Halcyon into going through the fence?  But where had she gone through the fence?

Not far from the bachelors was the break in the fence.  I had doubts that halcyon broke through this on her own.  I have a feeling that this break had been there in the fence and in a moment of panic she went through.

How would she ever find her way back up here to get back to her band?  She would have to get past the bachelors.  My heart was troubled thinking of Halcyon all alone on that side of the fence.  It was nearing mid-day and we knew we needed to get back to camp to break it and start our way back down the mountain.  Looking to the North, there was a storm brewing, so we knew that we had to get off the mountain as quick as we could.  The roads become a greasy mess when they are wet.  And if caught in a rain storm, it would make it impossible to get down the mountain.  I figured we had close to 2 or 3 hours before the storm hit us.  Feeling helpless and powerless to get Halcyon back on the other side, we made our way down the mountain with heavy hearts.  (I found out later that Halcyon had somehow gotten back on the side with Flint and her family the next day.  That was a huge relief!  But that barrier should not be there.)

I know that this trip report is a long one.  But I wanted you to have a glimpse into the lives of these amazing wild horses.  They have family structures that mean something to them.  Each of them has their own story to tell.  I only touched on a few of the stories we witnessed while on the mountain for that short time.

This very herd of wild horses is in danger of losing 30 of their young ones.  The BLM would like to remove a third to half of the horses aged 1 – 3 years old.  They would like to move forward with this plan without even seeing how bad this winter will be for the horses on the range.  The don’t even want to wait to see how the PZP (birth control given to a select group of mares) has had an effect.  PLEASE, I am asking that you write a letter to the Billings BLM asking them to at least wait until they know how many will survive this winter season and how many mares will have new babies this spring and summer.  Last year there was 0% in herd growth.  The number of babies born was equal to the number of horse deaths.  There is no need to remove any horses at this time.

How can you help?  Emails will be accepted at BLM_MT_Billings_FO@blm.gov 

Here is a link to the PEA (Preliminary Environmental Assessment).  http://www.blm.gov/pgdata/etc/medialib/blm/mt/field_offices/billings/wild_horses/2012pryorgather.Par.30061.File.dat/2012%20preliminary%20PMWHR%20non-helicoptergather%20EA%20-reduced.pdf

Please do not delay.  The deadline for comments is Jan. 20.

On behalf of all the horses of the Pryor Mountains, THANK YOU!  Without you, they would not have a voice.

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